Before I Met You

Well, maybe I wasn’t as bad as Usher in the song (I’ll drop a vid to the song later), but I still wasn’t the best guy around. The other day a friend said she heard cancers drop people like they change their draws.. I am older and can admit I am very guilty of that in the past. I get bored easily and instead of seeing  if it will get better, I ran. Lmao, it’s sad yet funny now that I think about it. Females have professed their feelings to me and just like the typical guy, I brushed it off nonchalantly; that is before you strolled into my life.

Then shit changed.

I actually cared, I thought about shit on a deeper level and took into account my actions and how they would make you feel if I acted upon certain things. It made me realize that I can actually care for someone and trust them without being fearful of being vulnerable. You know me on a level that Erika or Yasmin  may never know me on. Yet, because you know me, if I don’t speak on my feelings to check my playlist or what I’m listening to at any given moment because music speaks for me more than I could ever say.

Just in case I never see your face again
Just in case the worst was meant to happen Just in case tomorrow never come there is something you should know
I've given you every bit of the man I am
I know at times it wasn't pretty but it was all I had
I never held back not one lil bit and the world can attest to this
And baby you flipped my program upside down