2.6.11

One step forward.
I let you know...
Then I run.
I cope
Five steps back...
To my solitude.
My safety
My abyss deepens
and I recede farther
from the things you call emotions
I'm not ready,
I'm scared..
No, I can't do this,
I just cant face it yet.
Not today.
I sip the glass as I fall deeper in,
The more I sip the more the I hide.
forget I spoke up,
it was a mistake.
End story.
I know;
I've failed myself.