I feel imprisoned within myself, my lack of expression is like torture. I feel like I am being dragged from one situation to another, yet I cannot pull free and become myself. Expression is my true freedom and without it, I am nothing. Locked beyond the mental blocks and fears of life. I take one step forward and five backwards. I feel the need to detach myself from all feelings and search for a personal enlightenment. I motivation to become something other than what society wants from I and I. Maybe, just maybe there will be a turn of tide.
I believe that every pleasant emotion is a pseudo-happiness, which is the basis of every human let down and disappointment. True happiness is rare. Dog eat dog world and most of the time we are on the underside of it and never realize it. Being oblivious is dangerous. Seeking for truth in my surroundings. Still it seems I am blinded.
Gone on hiatus until further notice.
-Mr. Alexander.
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