o6. LateNight

Just a thought, writer’s block but I fight through it. I can never seem to think straight(no pun intended). Heh, it’s wild, my mind keeps racing but no words leaving my fingertips onto the screen. Actually, I want to speak on something everyone else has spoke on.. subject one…

 

BET Awards 2009 (Michael Jackson Tribute)

On to that sorry excuse for a Tribute they gave the King of Pop last night. one and a half songs. I say a half because that shit that Ciara did was not a song it was terrible and she was not worthy of trying to tribute the King with her Wal-Mart vocal training. I waited the whole night to see Chris Brown sing and I never seen it. BET needs to get over themselves, what happened between him and Rihanna has nothing to do with him paying tribute to the man who is the reason we have Chris Brown today. What about Joe Jackson’s sorry ass with his mourning. You are promoting a RECORD LABEL when you SON just died. Damn shame. I do love Janet though, she came out and for the family( I refuse to think of Joe as part of the Jackson family) and represented. That’s enough of that though… on to subject two.

 

FAKES.

Why are we STILL stealing pictures from other folks like this is BlackPlanet in 2001 when one really had cams? Really though, if you get exposed what makes you think its a smart idea to come back to speak to the same people who exposed you to begin with? How fucking retarded can one person be. To you idiots who are exposed and refuse to believe it. Just move on with you life, buy a cam and keep it moving. You may not be pretty to everyone but there is one person in the world that may find you beautiful and love you for who you are. Why fucking lie, that makes us dislike you for being dishonest. This is not Master of Disguises. I swear I dislike people. Especially stupid dishonest ones. I don’t care if you look like Quasimodo… well I do but still I’ll treat you better if you own up to it and be a cool as person then pretend to be some sexy mother effer' and then the world finds out you are lying. Last but not least subject three..

 

IRAN/IRAQ?

Which ever it is where we have half of Twitter changing their pictures fighting for THIER democracy, granted it is our fault they are going through this shit.. but Amerika how about we get ourselves some democracy before we fight for other people. I mean you as the people on twitter the Amerikans on twitter saying lets do it for Iran/Iraq (I really don’t know which country it is, kinda don’t care), how about lets do it for our failing  country. We spent almost ten bloody years over there and what have we accomplished please let me know I want to know. We destroyed a country and their government trying to force upon them things we don’t even have ourselves. FUCKING IDIOTS. I can see why other countries don’t like us.

 

End.

-Mr. Alexander.

o5. Imprisoned.

I feel imprisoned within myself, my lack of expression is like torture. I feel like I am being dragged from one situation to another, yet I cannot pull free and become myself. Expression is my true freedom and without it, I am nothing. Locked beyond the mental blocks and fears of life. I take one step forward and five backwards. I feel the need to detach myself from all feelings and search for a personal enlightenment. I motivation to become something other than what society wants from I and I. Maybe, just maybe there will be a turn of tide.

I believe that every pleasant emotion is a pseudo-happiness, which is the basis of every human let down and disappointment. True happiness is rare. Dog eat dog world and most of the time we are on the underside of it and never realize it. Being oblivious is dangerous. Seeking for truth in my surroundings. Still it seems I am blinded.

Gone on hiatus until further notice.

-Mr. Alexander.